You are feeling like you are on top of the world. Everything seems to be working out for you. You have connected with your spiritual team and they have put you through an “awakening”.
You had no idea it was going to be like this. You heard from others about similar awakenings; however, they failed to mention that even as things are coming together with you in the spirit, shit looks crazy in the now now.
I cannot begin to express the shock that one feels when they realize that although they feel like they are riding in the clouds, they can’t see what is behind the clouds.
No one can prepare you for the rain, just as no one can prepare you for death. You listen to the weather man call for rain, but you never really know if he knows what he is talking about until you go outside and see it for yourself. The thing is we love people and they transition and no matter how prepared we think we are, the grief still finds its way to us.
Taking care of yourself and getting the healing that you need so you can begin to pay it forward by sharing your story of triumph and redemption with the world because there are so many people present that need the deliverance that your story will bring them.
It is selfish to keep something that would be so healing to other people in your situation or even on the other side of the situation. For example, I feel like I would be negligent in my purpose to not share how I got on the other side of divorce after a long term marriage, 20 years.
Simply because I know a lot of women that are scared to leave their long term mate for many reasons that mean nothing if you are not happy or you are getting abused. So I am seeing that sharing your story is important.
We are definitely not here in a vacuum. We are here to be of service to God/Source/Universe. The things that happened in your life including your awakening are just examples for others to follow or not. These are things to put on the table so that people can choose what they want. Also to get right and real, why keep the story hidden and still feel damaged by all of it, when you could leverage your mess to make a message.
Take some time out and develop your message. What are you supposed to leave in this world?
What were you put her to accomplish? How are you meant to help heal this planet? What types of help do you need? And what kind of help can you give?
These are just a few questions to ask yourself when you are in your awakening and you are being nudged to share your story.
Sharing your story is not only healing for others, its hella healing for you. It shows you who you are and what you are made of.
There are so many benefits to sharing your story. You will be able to help someone who may be in your shoes who thinks they are alone. You can help yourself because it feels good to be able to help others. It also can make you feel like you didn’t go through all the hell that you went through just for you.
God has a way of allowing you to do stupid things and use you as an example for others of what not to do. For God has a sense of humor.
When we are open to all God is and ready to step up and be what you are called to do, the story will naturally begin to spill. As if our mouths could be overfilled is how the story will ooze out.
Strangers will hear the story as you get online and in the stores. People will be put in your path to share the story with to encourage them.
Because you are healed, it will become just a story. When others hear it, it will affect them and they will look in disbelief that someone could go through all of what you endured and still be topside. So many things in our story were meant to destroy us; however, because of what we are made up and who we serve, we are still here.
The effects of our story can transcend time. There are many stories that have been passed down without ever having been written. Imagine how writing your story will help humanity even after your lifetime. Don’t be foolish to think that your story is so precious that people won’t deal with the same issues long after you have transitioned.
When I considered writing my story, I thought about the entire backlash that I could experience because as a culture, my people hide lots of things. They have typically hid things that make them look crazy. There is so much secrecy and sweeping things under the rug that I had a fear of sharing my story.
Then I got over it. I decided to take the plunge and share my mother story. A story that we would have been ashamed to share in another part of history became a number 1 bestseller. One of the reasons it became a bestseller is because many women shared the same story about relationships with their mothers. The mother daughter relationship is one of the most complicated situations on the planet. Coming from someone who is a daughter and a mother
of a daughter, I feel qualified to say that. The small fear I had to share the strained and sometimes nonexistent relationship I had with my mother over the years and the healing that we achieved prepared me to tell so many other stories.
I wasn’t really ready to deal with it; however, when I did I was grateful.
Now may not be the time for everyone, but when the time comes you will know. This article comes to encourage you to take the time to listen to spirit and hear when it is time to come out of the closet with your story
Tammi is a #1 Best selling author, Spiritual teacher, Radical guide DNA Activations practitioner. ?She has a desire to assist the world to uplevel and embrace the gifts God has already given to them and know they are not alone. Her latest book, Walking Away is a powerful book about her choices for better or worse.